Below are the 11 most recent journal entries recorded in precious_harlot's LiveJournal:

Sunday, January 8th, 2006
5:15 am	umm cows??... so i am sitting in front of the computer after reading so much stuff and i'd just like to say to anyone reading not that anyone would be but i have seen the proverbial light and have come to realize that i'm ok with everything that has happened in 2005 i had some great times and some not so great times. but for the most part i've met people that have given me some great memmories. even if it seems like i have hated you in the last few months i can promise that i didnt and i wasnt trying to make anyone feel bad. so all in all the last 5 months were the best months i've had in a long time thank you to everyone who was in my life then to the ones who are stil in it and to the ones i wish were still in it you people all know who you are and remember if you ever what to come back in my life just give me a call cause i'm not going to force anyone to bearound me if they dont want to. *Kandizz May* Current Mood: calm Current Music: the umpa lumpa song...? (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 20th, 2005
10:26 am	damn damn damn so friday was fun because me and tommy ditched the ball and hung out with my "douchebag" friends so tommy and i drove to justins house where kyle,austin,justin,angie,bailey,matt,me,tommy,and that guy with the korn shirt were hanging out at. i beat kyle up with my hookers high heels for calling me courtney love then was disbraed(i made that word up bitches)by someone on the love seat. felt bad that tommy didnt leave after 10 minutes but no justin and austin had to be playing videogames. well pretty much everyone at justins wanted to kill tommy because he was being a doucheaholic. which i understand everytime i would move to get away from him he would move to be by me grrr* well justin had to go to work so we went to perkins i was going to see if kyle or bailey wanted to ride with me and tommy so people would know nothing happened but the douches took off before i could even ask them oh well. so night was fun/annoying/bad, but turned good after tommy left emonesss i miss austin...score i get to see him tomorrow lol i have a gift for him...hey not that you dirty minded people Current Mood: drained Current Music: sober-tool (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 12th, 2005
9:40 am	the cause of my fucked up behavior Josiha Israel Waller the beautiful baby boy born october 30th 2005 son of Mathew Dwain Waller age 20 and some fucking whore that needs to die. died only minutes after being born the doctors worked on him for half an hour but never the less he died. now the reason for his death some will say "oh his lungs just werent developed enough" but the true reason is because the psycho bitch that was his so called mother crashed or should i say intentionally drove in to a huge oak while doing 45mph. they had to do a c-section in any hope to save him. the whore ended up with a steel rod in her left leg a metal plate inbetween her nose and mouth her jaw wired shut and a metal plate in her head. if you ask me she should have died instead of Josiha. because i love my cousin matt so much this has been killing me because i know this is and will be killing him for the rest of his life. i just wish his first child could have been born to a less psychotic bitch then he might be alive now at the age of 13 days. now i will have yet another memorial tattoo to add to my body Josiha's memorial will go right next to his great grandfather Jim's. Current Mood: infuriated Current Music: fuck music (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
12:53 pm	i'm a hooker so i've been a shitty person of the late.i slipped back into my i'm-in-pain-now-i-must-get-high/drunk personality. but this time i have someone who can save me from making the same mistakes again but somehow i feel i dont have to worry about losing my v card again lol but thats another story and i dont feel like going into that. so i heard from jeff today me was sweet told me that he still loves me and wont stop and that he wont come inbetween me and corey but i told him if worse comes to worse and corey says or does something shitty to jeff then he knows where i stand. i think that made him feel better i just feel really bad that i only love him as a friend because he has been there for me for the last 5 years almost 6 and been through so much bullshit with me that its just disgusting.so anyhooters before i bring my self down lets move on i got caught walking to ebbert today and was yelled at but i think thats all that will happen so yeah i miss my corey i shall go call him after i get done ~*~Kandizz May~*~ Current Mood: crazy Current Music: slipknot the nameless (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
4:08 pm	grrrr ok so right now i'm grounded so dont expect me to be on the net to often well halloween rocked! and um yeah i'm a smelly pirate hooker so peace out A town down (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 15th, 2005
11:13 pm	never leave your name up on my computer... my name is Candice May and im a loser. i suck. just so you guys know. im such a failure at everything. mah, im a failure. i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck 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BIGGGG mistake. happy two weeks darling. -Corey Faith Current Mood: sucking Current Music: i suck (4 Comments |Comment on this)
9:23 pm	yay lol two weeks this night at 11:51pm i'm so emo about it its so gross! oh well so i love yoohoo...thats right bitches i said yoohoo oh and i changed corey's display so now it says kandizlovescorey and it's true!!!!!!!!!!! see i told you i was emo about it yay i million and 2 kisses today!!! corey says "your in love" Current Mood: enthralled Current Music: substance by htd (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, October 10th, 2005
8:41 pm	awww *gross* god people are so sweet to me i cant help but feel like throwing up. i dont deserve to be care about this much. well good news i'm going to work my ass off not to sabotage my current relationship. hopefully it will last for a long time... ~*~Kandizz May~*~ (3 Comments |Comment on this)
7:27 pm	suck it up!!!!! you know what pisses me off? well your going to find out. lets see where to start...oh when people complain and complain about things that they themselfs can fix but choose to just wallow in self pity. those little fuckers and they know who they are i'm not going to say any names need to learn to help them selfs. you can try for the rest of your life to make people like that happy but untill they try even just the littlest bit to help themselfs then your just wasting your time. and some how i cant help but feel no matter how much i try to help them it really doesnt matter and i should stop but i love my friends so i cant stop but i want to so badly it just drains everything from me. someone just needs to bitch slap all these people or knock some sense into them. now if you think you are one of these people and your my friend try to figure out what it is that you complain about all the time and...now get this shut the hell up about it!!!! ok i'm done...for now... ~*~Kandizz May~*~ Current Music: something in the way - Nirvana (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 9th, 2005
11:00 am	fuck fuck fuck oh my god i think i'm going to cry my ex-boyfriend sent me a message on my vf account and now i dont know how to respond..."Right now I feel like shit.This is the second time i tried to write this.I don't want you to think this is some plea to get you back.I will understand if you hate me.So here it goes.Candice,I truly love you,you make a sad soul smile.you mean more to me than any other girl could ever know.I never told you that before because i was scaried.That the past would come back to haunt me.when i was 17 the first love i ever had killed herself.Since then i have lied and did other things to get me out from girlfiends.I fucked up with you and all i ask for is that you forgive me."...what the hell do i tell him oh i'm sorry i dont feel the same well have a nice life fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck omg he has been there for me since i was 12 i dont know how to tell him that i love him but as a friend and even worse i dont know how to tell him that there is someone else in my life right now that i really care for. he has been hurt somemuch in his life and i dont want to add to it...oh my fucking god i'm crying this is bullshit oh my god i'm so fuck no matter what i do. Current Mood: angry (1 Comment |Comment on this)
10:07 am	blahh! i hung out with angie, kyle, and corey last night it was very fun even though i dont know if he dies or if he lives.lol i got to kiss corey all night i was so happy every time we kissed a big smile came to my face. looking back on it i feel stupid for being all mushy and shit but at the time i saw nothing wrong with it. last night was one week for me and corey..yay. perkins was great but heres a little tip...DO NOT EVER snort salt...that shit will hurt for about 20 minutes...just thought i'd let you know. i'm sad i miss corey so its early and i have nothing to do so i shall go smoke laters homie g-strings  ~*~Kandizz May~*~ Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: All Apologies - Nirvana (1 Comment |Comment on this)